1. |
Satanic
02:07
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Baby I'm manic
I'm Satanic
I want to eat your skin
Got to have it
Feel the longing
Blood curdling in my ears
Digging in your
Skin like it's
Got take to give in
Always had it
Never showed it
Hope you understand
It's so wild babe never felt this way
All those boys were lame
They don't know their way around like you do
All those girls were a game
All those boys were lame
I don't have to be tame
They don't know their way around like you do
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2. |
Grief 3
03:28
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what a nasty thing nostalgia is
I didn’t even like the past that much
if i went back now
what would i go back to?
reinvent redirect
I don’t know how to do these things yet
but I’m gonna figure out how to
everything’s new everything’s young yet
anxiety caught in my chest
fortune teller tell me my best interest
my fingers they don’t play for me
adequate oh adequately
mistranslations
gonna get up and get up and get up and make it
the pulsing in my finger pads went quiet
my brain turned to stone
my heart longed for what my brain couldn’t churn out
all my grievences are to the point
inaction leads in the wrong direction
and my brain it tenses every night I’m not in motion
there are a ton of reasons why I should stay still
I don’t like myself
I don’t like the sound you hear when I speak
but I’ll never get any closer
I’ll never get anywhere different
If I don’t move
there’s stress smoke that wells up inside of me
and seeps out every orifice
when I’m not working towards it
I was born a mountain
but what I want to be is something much smaller
much different
and the progress I make everyday might be equivalent
to trying to reduce the surface area
and change the shape of the mountain
by hitting a pick axe against it’s surface
this only makes a minute change
and I may die before the mountain forms into what it should be
and I may live my life being appreciated as the wrong formation
but it won’t stop me from working on progress
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3. |
I'm Transgender
02:25
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I don't want explain myself
I just want to live my life and
Bind my chest up everyday
I don't want to explain it to you
No facilities are willing to appease my gender
ID doesn't match myself but
there's nothing I can do about that
Cause I'm invisible
I'm transgender
But I'm not transitioning to
Miss or mister call me something else why don't you
You're an ally you're accepting
Why don't you start acting like it
Protect trans kids fight for trans kids
Cause the world wants to erase them
Cause I'm invisible
GO
Cause I'm invisible
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4. |
1883
02:30
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I found a home in your bones
Don't want to be on my own
Happy to make a home
Wherever we may go
Think I've come a long way
And I anticipate
Wherever's the next way
But it's no good without you
See me baby
I'm waiting for you
Call me baby
I'm shaking for you
I found a home in your bones
Don't want to be on my own
Happy to make a home
Wherever we may go
See me baby
I'm waiting for you
Call me baby
I'm shaking for you
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5. |
Incidental
03:48
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6. |
Autism
01:54
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I don't really go to sleep
I got too much to do and no time
Body is so mad at me
But I will not go to sleep
Brin this everywhere I go
I gotta write I cannot slow down
Body is so mad at me
But I will not go to sleep
It's a shitty song I wrote
But I think it's good to write those
Anything to make you grow
And I want to learn everything
I think I will die to soon
Before I do everything I want to
Human lifespan is so short
What the fuck is up with that
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7. |
Red Eye
03:11
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