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1.
Satanic 02:07
Baby I'm manic I'm Satanic I want to eat your skin Got to have it Feel the longing Blood curdling in my ears Digging in your Skin like it's Got take to give in Always had it Never showed it Hope you understand It's so wild babe never felt this way All those boys were lame They don't know their way around like you do All those girls were a game All those boys were lame I don't have to be tame They don't know their way around like you do
2.
Grief 3 03:28
what a nasty thing nostalgia is I didn’t even like the past that much if i went back now what would i go back to? reinvent redirect I don’t know how to do these things yet but I’m gonna figure out how to everything’s new everything’s young yet anxiety caught in my chest fortune teller tell me my best interest my fingers they don’t play for me adequate oh adequately mistranslations gonna get up and get up and get up and make it the pulsing in my finger pads went quiet my brain turned to stone my heart longed for what my brain couldn’t churn out all my grievences are to the point inaction leads in the wrong direction and my brain it tenses every night I’m not in motion there are a ton of reasons why I should stay still I don’t like myself I don’t like the sound you hear when I speak but I’ll never get any closer I’ll never get anywhere different If I don’t move there’s stress smoke that wells up inside of me and seeps out every orifice when I’m not working towards it I was born a mountain but what I want to be is something much smaller much different and the progress I make everyday might be equivalent to trying to reduce the surface area and change the shape of the mountain by hitting a pick axe against it’s surface this only makes a minute change and I may die before the mountain forms into what it should be and I may live my life being appreciated as the wrong formation but it won’t stop me from working on progress
3.
I don't want explain myself I just want to live my life and Bind my chest up everyday I don't want to explain it to you No facilities are willing to appease my gender ID doesn't match myself but there's nothing I can do about that Cause I'm invisible I'm transgender But I'm not transitioning to Miss or mister call me something else why don't you You're an ally you're accepting Why don't you start acting like it Protect trans kids fight for trans kids Cause the world wants to erase them Cause I'm invisible GO Cause I'm invisible
4.
1883 02:30
I found a home in your bones Don't want to be on my own Happy to make a home Wherever we may go Think I've come a long way And I anticipate Wherever's the next way But it's no good without you See me baby I'm waiting for you Call me baby I'm shaking for you I found a home in your bones Don't want to be on my own Happy to make a home Wherever we may go See me baby I'm waiting for you Call me baby I'm shaking for you
5.
Incidental 03:48
6.
Autism 01:54
I don't really go to sleep I got too much to do and no time Body is so mad at me But I will not go to sleep Brin this everywhere I go I gotta write I cannot slow down Body is so mad at me But I will not go to sleep It's a shitty song I wrote But I think it's good to write those Anything to make you grow And I want to learn everything I think I will die to soon Before I do everything I want to Human lifespan is so short What the fuck is up with that
7.
Red Eye 03:11

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released July 3, 2016

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